Sunday 21 April 2013

That Past


Bedah : Banyak orang cepat berubah tapi berubah ke arah kejahilan daripada kebaikan tu lagi cepat berbanding berubah dari kejahilan kepada kebaikan .
Senah : Itulah pentingnya mujahadah dan istiqamah .
Eton : Tarbiyah diri kena selalu tapi banyak yang tak jumpa cara yang betul .
Jemah : Sokongan orang lain pun amat perlu dalam usaha berhijrah . Tapi ramai memilih menghina mencaci golongan yang berhijrah ni .
Bedah : Semoga kita sama-sama muhasabah diri dalam aspek ni .

Assalamualaikum .

Alhamdulillah di malam yang hening ini walaupun guruh di petang seperti menandakan hari hendak hujan tapi hingga ke saat ini , belum gugur manik-manik jernih dari kepulan awan di langit yang terbentang luas *kenapakah macam sastera gila ni? hahaa*

Di keheningan malam ini juga ana memilih untuk mencoret sedikit dari diri yang jahil dan hina ini .

Kalau dahulu , seseorang itu amal ibadahnya tidak terjaga , habluminallah entah kemana , mungkin kini juga begitu . Tetapi bukan selama-lamanya dia akan kekal begitu . Hidayah itu milik ALLAH , ALLAH Maha Berkuasa mencampakkan hidayah kepada sesiapa yang dia kehendaki . Tidak bermakna juga mereka itu orang-orang yang tidak dikehendaki , tetapi ALLAH menghendakii yang lain dari mereka . Kita perlu sentiasa mendoakan supaya hubungan kita dan orang lain dengan ALLAH sentiasa terpelihara .

Kalau dahulu , pakaiannya mencolok mata memikat menggoda semua yang memandang , mungkin juga kini masih begitu . Tetapi bukan selama-lamanya dia akan menjadi tatapan mata-mata bernafsu . Teguran berhemah amat perlu , bukan memaksa tetapi membuka hati mereka bahawa semua itu suruhanNya . Lambat laun mereka akan menutup aurat dengan sempurna juga , semasa jasad tidak lagi bernyawa .

Kalau dahulu , masyarakat memandangnya dengan pandangan hina , mungkin juga kini masih begitu . Tetapi bukan selama-lamanya dia terus dicerca dicaci dengan perkataan-perkataan kesat . Kata-kata itu suatu doa . Berkatalah perkataan yang baik , sentiasa bersangka baik , doakan yang terbaik .

Kalau dahulu , hidupnya bergelumang dengan maksiat , pergaulannya tidak terbatas , mungkin kini masih begitu . Tetapi bukan selama-lamanya dia akan terus bergaul dan dihantui perbuatan maksiat . Mulakan dengan sifat malu , sifat menghormati sesama kaum adam dan kaum hawa . Lelaki itu pelindung , wanita itu minta dilindungi . Pergaulan yang sentiasa terpelihara , maka maksiat tidak lagi bermaharajalela .

Biarkan masa dahulu itu , ianya telah berlalu . Jadikannya sebagai iktibar dan pengajaran dalam meraih cinta Ilahi . InshaaALLAH , esok bahkan masa ini masih ada lagi untuk kita .

Biarkan masa dahulu itu , jangan biarkan ianya berulang lagi . Buka muka baru dalam lembaran hidup kita , untuk meraih kehidupan yang lebih bahagia di akhirat sana .

Masa dahulu , aku mungkin merindui'mu' , tetapi tidak mungkin aku akan mengulangi waktu'mu' . Cukuplah di sini sahaja kejahilanku , aku perlu membuka lembaran baru dalam hidupku . Untuk masa depanku , dunia dan akhirat . InshaaALLAH .


#Thanks for the owner of this photo , I've inspired and alhamdulillah everything I got in my heart had been written here .
*Erkk agak Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka entry kali ni . Tak apa , memartabatkan bahasa ngeee ~~ ^_____^

Wednesday 17 April 2013

Raining


Just a very fast and furious entry .

I'm typing this while studying for Linear Programming quiz tomorrow and don't know why I'm such a dual-emotion person . Happy for a while , then sober , then have  a joy , then sorrow back . What on earth is happening to me ?

There's lots of things I kept in myself , in my heart in my mind but I just don't know how to express it . Don't know who to share with . Don't know everything .

All I do is always and keep on having my faith to ALLAH . Always be patient , always comfort my own heart .

Dear myself , please don't be like this . Pity me . I have to study , yet my eyes got dust *if you know what I mean*

Keep on praying , keep on zikrullah , keep on salawat . I'm lack of tarbiyah my ownself , that's why I'm being like this *please don't fall down*

Its gonna be raining tonight , dear me , dear my heart , dear my soul .









Friday 5 April 2013

Air Ukhwah 2.0 Day 2


Assalamualaikum readers yang rajin sangat ni , seriously I call rajin because me myself malas na membaca entry panjang-panjang unless I like the author or the topic they wrote .

Alhamdulillah I stealed some of my time to type new entry , the continued of the last entry Air Ukhwah 2.0 Day 1 . I knew the last entry quite bosan quite boring quite whatsoever so who cares hahahaa

We started our second day of trip to Teluk Batik at Chalet Impian with an adorable and subhanallah such a beautiful scenery along the beach after the subh prayer . All of us , mostly the girls went to the beach straight away after subh prayer . We thought that all the boys were there first but none of them there *tido balek after subuh rupanya hahaha* We cop the venue for us at the same place we did our bbq , di bawah pokok yang rendang , tempat bergayut tergolek terlentang the night before . Near to our chalet .

We walked along the beach , many ragam manusia and makhluk ALLAH we saw there . Ada monyet lahh dekat pokok-pokok before nak pegi pantai , then many people pagi-pagi da terjun dalam laut . Same goes to Ain , Fawa and Atie hahaha After snapped some picture and selca , suddenly , something arrived and caught our attention . ITS BANANANANANA BOAT ! Apalagi , all of us were like kena rasuk penangan banana boat . Cepat je panggil " BANANA BOAT ! SINI SINI !" Huru-hara the beach dengan kerenah kitorang na naek banana boat . So , we , the ladies merasmikan that banana boat that morning . Batak jakun semua ada sebab ada yang tak pernah naek *same goes with myself* Siap ada video kena campak dari banana boat kata kau . After that the boys pula naek , empat orang je . Not as meriah as us girls . Sebelas orang naek banana boat . Sampai tengah laut , all of us shout " 1 , 2 , 3 . BANANANA! " *tengah laut kitorang je ada hahaha*





This were our kerenah that morning , macam hape dah naek banana boat heee siap halal makan minum , minta maaf bagai . But that's good , ajal maut mana kita tahu . Tengah tidur pun ALLAH boleh suruh Malaikat Izrail tarik nyawa , ni ann pula dok berjimba sakan naek banana boat *muhasabah kejap* And after that we played with the water , berendam , ada macam dugong ada macam duyung macam-macam gaya ada . Cik Tiz pakar discover new type of playing with the pelampung . Takkan ku lepaskan hingga rendaman terakhir hahaa

That morning absolutely sangat amat lapar because of my ngengada stomach the night before , so I'm craved for food . Mak Nabil bawa nasi lemak , sedap and sangat banyak . Memang ta habis pun but we made it as our lunch also before went back home . Tahu pun penat main air , semua lapar hahaha

Before went there memang plan macam-macam aktiviti but ta berapa dapat sambutan sebabnya seriously maen air sangat the best bila dekat pantai . Konon na maen lompat getah lahh maen masuk dalam kain batik bagai but none of the activities on . Tape lahh , at least ada perancangan activity daripada tade ann . Ni aktiviti bapak ngan anak , membina istana buat kami *konon* hahahaa


Then mostly memang maen air , berendam bagai . Tak pikir muka gelap da , maen puas-puas . Ikut hati , I don't want to go back home hahaa

And after that we're packed everything , sempat singgah Tesco then went to Nabil's house to clean all the dishes . Cekodok tetap menjadi pujaan hati kami , nanti buat lahh lagi hahahaa




Alhamdulillah even macam kejap je but that moments inshaaALLAH merapatkan ukhwah kami . All kerenah ragam semua tunjuk , gurau-gurau sentap mengusik bagai tu , hanya gurauan . Maybe dalam have fun tu ada yang macam , oke sentap sekejap but inshaaALLAH jangan disimpan di dalam hati . Minta maaf and memaafkan amalan mulia . Berukhwah kerana ALLAH , berukhwah kerana ingin menegakkan syariat Islam . We can't leave alone in this world , and we're never alone . ALLAH always with us . Jannatul ukhwah fillah sohabbatil . Uhibukki fillah <3 Saranghae nae chingu lillahi ta'ala (:



#Ada macam-macam gamba but these are the tapisan punya gamba , untuk kita-kita je yang lain tu (: And abaikan that rojak bi and bm , konon na masuk dalam jurnal bi bagai hahaha


Tuesday 2 April 2013

Air Ukhwah 2.0 Day 1




Assalamualaikum fellas , once again updating my humble blog . Today I would like to update bout our trip , AT14 ISMP Matematik to Teluk Batik . Yeayy . Still had a sunburn because tooo excited golek terlentang swim in the sea . Yeayy again =="

No dialog today as usual , so who care hahaha

Alhamdulillah on 30-31 March , we , AT14 student went to Teluk Batik , after a tired morning with cocuricular activities but its totally fade away due to the excitement weeeee ~ BGS , DAS and JDN departed to Teluk Batik with total of 16 members . BGS the happy go crazy car , DAS the happy family car and JDN the very polite sopan santun car . hehee

About 2hours *I'm not really sure and forgot actually* we arrived first at Nabil's house , at Ayer Tawar . Met his family and prepare for the dinner . Well, its a first met so its really awkward and totally shy , but his mother totally awesome . The kitchen is the best , all the things we want its all there . Most importantly , the moment we step in his house , the smell of cekodok *not cengkodok ea heeee* totally caught our appetite . The cekodok is the best and most of us like to eat it with susu *not really my taste , the cekodok itself is delicious hehee*

After that , with the excitement we went to our chalets , and really can't wait to jump into the sea . The smell of the seawater , the sound of the waves are so daebak . I love the sea , subhanallah , its beautiful (:

At the night after Isya' , we had a barbeque at the beach . Thanks to Nabil's mom , again , for the preparation for it and the careness for us when we took quite a number of times to start the fire hahahaa but the patient of my friends we managed to start the fire and eat the delicious dinner . And me totally not participate well that night due to the sickness . Degikss ngat eat jeruk dua bungkus then suffered alone hahaha thanks to mak , Irma , for the urutan and sorry for the weird sound I made that night hahahaa *siapa bole lawan mehh haha*

While eating , some of us melayan perasaan at the beach , play with the seawater , some climb the tree . Totally lots of ragam that night .

After that, we're lepaking at the beach until about midnight . Its totally relief and everyone enjoyed the moment . Even though there's usik mengusik , menganjing , mengdegikss , but the ukhwah became closed . No heart feeling oke for the usik mengusik or menganjing bagai . Its a joke (:

Wait for the day 2 update , the activities and craziness are to the max hehehee



Me with the timun and our dinner hahahaa
Day two teaser hahahaa

#Action kamen gila speaking , sorry for the boredness hahaa