بسم الله ماشاء الله
5 Feb 2026, 9.30 pm
It's come to my mind and heart when thinking about child. Yesterday I watched Siti Awe's video on her ttc journey. 2 unsuccessful ivf and later pregnant naturally. I don't even know what's in my mind and my heart, I can't express it. yesterday I thought I knew what my mind and heart feel, but now I don't even know anymore.
What I can say is , its not an easy journey to ttc. I don't have the strength and support to even start back my ttc journey.
Maybe , just maybe and it's true I'm not even a good daughter, sister and wife to my parents, my siblings and my husband. I'm even not a good person to myself.
If only I can live in this world alone, just me and myself. but I'm not even a good servant to الله, I'm wronged in many ways. I'm still far from being a good person ❤️🩹
I just don't want to think about children anymore, I just want to focus on myself and everything around me. I want to forget all the heartbreak I have faced since almost 9 years ago.
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